Guilt is often a feeling associated with sexual desires and sexuality overall. You may feel guilty because you desire someone, or because of the desire itself, like it’s something shameful that you have to hide.
Because of this, you repress that desire and feel guilty for having it. More often than not, it’s fully unconscious, and you find yourself in a state of anxiety without truly understanding what is happening.
But feeling guilty about a sexual desire is turning against your body. Sexual desire is not something you can control. It’s not like you can say, “I don’t want to have this desire now.” The desire is simply there since it’s a natural bodily reaction.
Most likely, in your younger years, you were taught that it’s shameful to have it and that you should hide it. Because of that, a pleasurable experience is now associated with guilt or shame – which leads to anxiety.
The desire and feeling itself are neither right nor wrong. There’s no moral aspect associated with it, just like there shouldn’t be with other feelings and desires of our body, like hunger, tiredness, etc.
This is your mind turning against your body and creating a division. Instead of presenting a unified front, you are dividing the natural instincts and reactions of the body with the judgments of the mind.
Notice how the moral judgment becomes attached to the feeling, but it’s a reaction from the mind that counters the feeling. It tries to go against it, creating repression.
Naturally, your sexual magnetism won’t be able to blossom this way. Magnetism is a unification of your energy, not a division. You are projecting yourself and your energy as you are. If there are divisions, if you are fighting against your body, then the magnetism will also be projected as divided and confused.
There needs to be a full acceptance of the energy of your sexuality, without guilt, repression, and shame. It is simply a natural flow of energy when you feel sexual.
That’s what we start to do in the course:
>>> Sexual Energy Mastery